Feels Like The First Time

Well, I feel like I haven't been on here forever. In actuality it hasn't been that long...Feb 23rd. The days are going one into another and yet I have no clue where I am. Sad state of affairs I am in. Since my mind doesn't hold a thought and "I feel like I'm drowning" lately with real-life stuff (like laundry, cleaning, bills, bank account balancing....) just piling up, I thought I'd tangent write tonight. It seems to go with my thoughts.

- My athletes love me and I love them. Life is Good.

- My job as PR Chair for our state organization is going well. We had our big meeting last monday (Gosh, it feels like weeks ago!) and people seem to like things I'm doing. Yea me!

- I'm addicted to MySpace and finding people I've lost touch with.

- My mother reminded me when I told her how overwhelmed I felt that I just balanced my bank account a week or so ago. I guess in my head I never did it, so I feel like I still need to do it. Must be the same circuiting I use when grocery shopping. We run out of something ONCE and I buy it every time I go to the store until I realize we have 80 of them and then it sticks in my head we don't need any more (until we run out and I could've sworn we had tons, then I start buying them/it again).

- A job is coming open in our immediate area soon and my boss asked if I wanted it. Said the current trainer makes better money than he does. I know he said it because he's looking out for me, but then I wonder "does he want me to leave?" "Is this a test?". I'm such a freak.

- Speaking of being a freak, I picked out an outfit when I got home from our basketball game last night for my Grandparents 60th Anniversary party today. It was a maroon pleather skirt - knee length with a black turleneck and boots. I felt very trendy and out of my element, but my mom said I really looked nice. I had to get dressed at work today and when I went in to tell our coaches I was leaving, one of them said "how much?". I knew he was totally kidding, but then I felt VERY self-conscious the whole rest of the day (even though my sister and mother both told me I was fine). If guys ever wonder why we go through 800 outfits when we get dressed and claim we have "nothing to wear", it's because some guy at some point in our lives made some comment and this is what the end result is. If, as a guy, you've ever made that comment...think of the waiting as karma kicking you in the arse.

- I hate endings. Granted I have new beginnings, but the endings just end. It sucks.

- Not any step closer to going on one date this year OR losing 15 pounds. You would think with all the one or two meal days I've had lately the pounds would be flying off. Alas, none have fleed. I need to make myself less of an inviting host to pounds, maybe then they'd leave! :)

- Anyone know a professional cleaner outer? We need one BAD in our house!Maybe I should just submit us to Clean Sweep. They do things like that - I am thinking of the right show, aren't I?!?!?!!

- How do March 5th and Marh 12th sound alike? They don't. How did I get them confused? Sorry Aim! I'll let you know this week about coming down next weekend. Is that too far away?

- I'm addicted to MySpace. It's kind of like voyuerism I think. Little glimpses into people's lives. People you know, people you don't. It just sucks you in. I need a life! :)

Well, despite my 45 minute nap this afternoon, I'm feeling a bit drowsy and must be my way of signaling me that it's time for bed. I have to work tomorrow to get the boys in shape for our game on Monday. Send positive thoughts our way...we'll need them! )

Happy Saturday Night Everyone! :)