Hey Guys!

Well, I'm up and it's 11pm. Go figure. So far today I got up, had a great lunch with my mom, finished one of two CD's for my CD exchange, had an initial interview for a part-time job, bought new clothes, visited with Trish, bought a Ru-u-u-ben CD, ate pizza and here I am.

I'm a bit nervous about this stupid Dr. visit test tomorrow. I know it's silly...but I hate not knowing what's wrong when stuff goes wrong. Just tell me what it is and I'll set about fixing it. This not having control stuff stinks! And usually, I have a pretty good idea about what's wrong with me. If I can't tell b/c I've had it before, I set about searching and researching until I get symptoms that "click" with my gut feeling. The ones I've found so far are not comforting.

So, in a way, I hope tomorrow shows something, but then again, I hope it shows nothing. (Vague, I know, but no sense blurting out every diagnosis I come up with. - Or that my P.A. has come up with. She's tried to make me pregnant 3 times! :) ) Sorry to be vague, again, but who knows what it is. I'm just nervous.

That...plus the fact the test requires you to drink 32 oz. of water, then not pee! What kind of superwoman thought up this test! (Oh, probably my mother. She NEVER goes! :) ) Oh, that and add the equivalent of a three year old jumping on your bladder while you try not to pee! Even better! The fun never ends! :)

O.k. Now, here's the deal....I have this three-year-old test tomorrow, and if nothing comes up, I'm gonna request a blood test (nope. still not pregnant! :) ), THEN I'll fill you guys in on what it IS or ISN'T. Sound good? O.k. Works for me!

Well, guess I'm off to bed. Gotta get up early and fill my body with water! :) Happy Birthday Sweetheart, wherever you may be tonight. I Miss You and love you very much.