Sunday, November 28, 2004

Hey Guys! I wrote a post Saturday, but I guess it didn't make it on here. Oh Well.


Ever have a mood just come out and WHAM! hit you like a ton of bricks? I should've seen it coming. I mean, I saw the brick dust falling near me, but ignored it as seeing things. I felt a little brick chip the other night, but it could've been anything. I should've seen the signs, I should've thought more of it, because last night, while I was sleeping a dream snuck in and dropped the whole load of bricks on me.

I never understood how the holidays could get people down. The older I get, the more I understand. It's especially tough being single near the holidays. Not that single is easy anymore. It seems like everything is made for pairs. Most gatherings of friends are lots of couples and me. And I swear, if I hear, "You're single? But you're so pretty!" one more time, who knows what I'll do! What makes people think this is alright to say anyway? Can I say to them "You're wearing that outfit? But you have a mirror!"

Anyway, just when you are thinking you are getting better, moving forward WHAM! Maybe it's working 2 12-hours days and being tired, maybe it's hormones or maybe it's the holidays that remind us of the things in our lives we're missing. Whatever the reason, there really should be a warning in life about the chance of periodicly getting hit with a ton of bricks.

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