i had a massage and a facial today. wonderful. relaxing. fun day. felt so fru-fru. also keep forgetting i'm not 18. working in a high school will do that to you, i guess. (well, really i feel not a day over 22. 25 tops.)

tried on bathing suits today for my cruise. no idea who the woman in the mirror was. she had very big hips, rolly things on the sides of her thighs and some weird cottage cheese-y skin inching its way to her knees. not the jenn i see in my head on my "thin" feeling days. i think i need a tan. camoflauge the cottage cheese. someone should prepare us for this body change. someone should tell the thin, model/gwyneth paltrow thoughts of myself that i am not a size 4. maybe just a little exercise before the next trying on of bathing suits. maybe a little tan. but mostly, i just wanted to write (ee cummings style) so i could add a new mood! :P

happy "getting closer to spring"! :)