Well, All I can say is. Sleep deprivation is a horrible thing. I wrote a long blog to update ya'll on my life...and signed out before I realized I hadn't posted it! So, here's the short version....

First, I'm sorry I haven't written in awhile. I still don't know what's wrong, but I'm guessing pseudophedrine overdose was the cause of my Friday - Tuesday (a week from tomorrow) lethargy. For whatever reason, I spent a total of 10 hours total over 4 days awake. Couldn't hold my eyes open. I'm still having trouble staying awake all day, but I'm muddling along.

I am giving serious thought to becoming a San Diego resident come August. The ocean, warmth, palm trees, and newness is calling my name. Depending on how the job searching goes...which right now, is just frustrating. Anything that once used to seem promise, now just seems like another lesson in disappointment, so it's getting harder and harder to convince myself to apply for anything. Funny how disappointment can change your outlook on your future. Right now, I'm just hoping for a steady, meanial job with no stress and benefits. WaWa is even sounding promising. No more holding out for using my education, or finding a job "worthy" of me. Either I'm learning the reality of life or succumbing. I haven't figured out which yet.

Mav is doing well. (Kristina...the other night at dinner with Jill. I told her what you said about Mav liking San Diego b/c it's close to Miramar. She laughed. I told her I didn't get it. Felt SO stupid when I did! :) ) Still no denying who he loves best! (ME!)

Well, I said this would be the short version. Maybe I'll try for a longer one tomorrow. I've just run out of steam. Please write and let me know what's going on with ya'll. (Southern Accents, I've decided are a manifestation of a lazy mind! ;) You'd be surprised how much more "southern" I get when my brain begins to shut down! :) ) I know I haven't written or talk to ya'll much, but there's really not much for me to say. I'll write more soon! I promise. If I can just stay awake.... ;)