I came on tonight with every intention of writing to you a glorious blog about failure, which occurred to me after I wrote the last blog yesterday morning. Unfort., I no longer think that is the case. I have decided to close the blog down until at least Friday or Saturday.

You see, I started this blog with the idea of being witty and funny. Instead, it has become a sort of therapy for me. I write as if no one is reading or sometimes, I write as if I am writing for one specific person I know will be reading. I enjoy knowing I have an outlet for my emotions and thoughts and that as one person put it "I can keep up with what's going on with Jenn by reading the blogs". I had hoped that maybe, if I wrote the "emotional" stuff, that my time with each of my friends, either by phone or email or in person could be reserved for their "stuff". Whatever they wanted to share or was important in their lives was first b/c they already knew what was going on in mine.

In any case, in light of some recent conversations, I don't really feel like anyone much cares to read what I feel. If I have to edit what I write and not write what I feel, then my "therapy" has ceased to become therapeutic. In which case, what good is the therapy? :) So, please check again Friday or Saturday to see the latest blog. I just think, I need to be "alone" for a little while.

I hope you all have a good week.

"Everybody needs a little time away...."